“In Your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I’ll wait for You there
Like a stone
I’ll wait for You there
Alone, alone”~ Audioslave

I use to wait to see what other people would do before I acted. I found this to be very tiring and exhausting mentally.

I longed to hide my face from the world for I had grow tired of it’s cold harsh winters. I just wanted to find a place to feel sunshine and a gentle breeze. So, I hid away during the winter in my cocoon. It was warm inside even though the world was very harsh and cold and went on quite well without me. I was waiting inside for the right time and the right reason to come out. It never came.

Life is full of disappointments and people will let you down. However, every now and then someone comes along that has a deep impact on your life. This person may only be in your life for a day and then that is it. However, sometimes that one day that you have spent with that person affects and touches you so deeply it reverberates to your core. You want to shout, Yes!!!

I never was one for waiting for prince charming to come along, because that is in fairy tales often seen in Disney movies. While they are very romantic and whimsical it is not reality and what people think should be “normal” really isn’t the norm.

I laid hidden away in my cocoon for a few years. I was submissive, but never found anyone that could bring out the feelings that He brought out in me. He touched me deeply and for that I am grateful.

I am not sure where I am heading, but I know that since I have come out of my cocoon I have spread the most beautiful wings and they can take me anywhere my heart desires.